26th
yeah, I’m a little weighed down, but I’m doing my best
So my amazing roommate Sarah recently made a tumblr and has been encouraging me to start posting again so here goes nothing but get ready this is probably gonna be an angsty one.
So far this semester has been great, yeah I know it has only been two weeks but usually when a semester starts out this well it is not very likely that it will suddenly change dramatically. One of the best parts of this semester has been how dedicated I have become to working out. I have been to the gym nine of the past ten days and I am just really loving how I am feeling. I am feeling better about myself, more confident, and overall just healthier. I am seeing results, I am sure that they are not dramatic enough to be noticed by others but I can just see that I am getting much more toned and I am looking forward to continuing my workout routine and seeing even more results.
Okay I guess this is now where the post takes the angsty turn. As much as I am loving this semester I can’t help but look to the next few months which always seem to hit me hard and negatively. It just seems like there are a million things coming up that remind me of my dad. His birthday is coming up in a couple weeks and then march 1st is the anniversary of his death. I have been thinking about it so much lately and I can not believe that is has been ten years. I don’t think it has gotten any easier and I don’t think that it ever will.
Okay enough with the depressing stuff, sorry to anyone who had to read that. But really don’t read too much into that angst I am really doing good and this year has been great definitely my favorite year at fairfield so far and I am sure this semester will continue in the same way.
So now I am going to go back to bonding with Sarah who is probably going to read this in like two minutes and continue to wonder why sofia is blaming me for her hurt butt…
